EK SAPNA USHE PAANE KA

18.6.11 11.30

ek sapna ushe paane ka in aankhon mein,
who jo sapne mein aaye baar baar,

kyun nhi aaye kabhi mere bahoon mein,

ek lamha pyar ka mere saath gujare woh,
kyun nhi samjhe ki wahi hai mere har rahoon mein,

dil jo dhadke ushke liye bar bar har lamha,
toh fir basati kyun nhi mujhe woh apne katil nigahoon mein,

dil to bachcca hai jo ushe yun hi itna pyar kar baitha,
wahi hai mere jism ko chumti har lahar hawaoon mein,

woh kare ya na kare pyar mujhe koi gum nhi,
par humesha dekhta hun ushe mein apni har duaoon mein....

WHEN I TURNED FROM CHILDHOOD TO EIGHTEEN

7.6.11 12.pm

When i turned from childhood to eighteen,

regretting to be older and next was mocking nineteen,

All through my childhood i had played in my mothers arms,

not attracted by worldly possessions nor any charms,

All i needed was a little space to play with whatever i got,

chewing almost everthing, softly smiling, sometimes crying a lot...

The puzzled faces that i made when i heard new words,

a cute smile spreading across my face when i heard singing bird's,

I wanted to grow up fast and feel what it is to be eighteen,

but never thought growing up to it will bring sadness unseen...

Now when i am eighteen; the world seems so ungleemy and fake,

seems from childhood into an adult, i am straightly awake,

All synonyms of life have the same spelled words,

faces all soft but with same sharp edged swords,

Here friends and foes have the same actual meaning,

as if once clothes used then throw it away for cleaning,

The books that we carry now are more than termed as books,

if failed, have to face parents ever bad looks...

Now when i turned from childhood to eighteen,

bring my days back when i was happy and gay being preteen....

LOST ON A DIVERSION

6.4.2011 12 am

( A feeling of disgust and agony due to exam results made me to write this poem.

Often in life we feel that we are pushed into an unknown place by our parents

and by our known people.This poem is all about the feelings of pain and frustration.)

I found myslf lost on a diversion leading to two narrow lanes,

lost, tired, struggling and left hurted marks on unwanted panes,

half a mind i was on one way and half on other,

lyf is so simple yet the jumbled roads do make us bother...

roads to success and road to failure are the two ways,

but where is the way to freedom; nobody says,

the smooth looking roads leads us to a place unknown,

the destination; a dark endless tunnel just to moan...

beneath the beds of my tear glands,

there lies a sweet unheard dream,

the broken ambition says look at it,

its so so tender and like a soft flowing gleam...

the redish tears that flowed from my hopeful eyes,

in the bond of worldly words i only dead cried,

bleeding, paining n shouting my heart out,

gradually my nerve to heart totally cut out...

someone do try to understand my dreemy needs,

do me a favour and listen to my unheard pleads,

today my limbs are just like couple of unwanted burnt canes,

i found myslf lost on a diversion leading to two narrow lanes....

DIL DENE AAYI HO YA DIL CHURANE AAYI HO

19.5.11

koi fariyaad hai jo aankhon se bhi na kahi jaye,

dil kaise kahe, dil toh khud bhi na jane ki ishko kaise ishq ho jaye,

rah mein chalte dil ki aahat ajib hai,

khawish hazaroon aur manzil ek ho jaye,

kabhi socha bhi na tha ki zindigi ek pal aise badal jayegi,

aur dil toh patthar si thi, aaj who phool ban jayegi,

dil ke samundar mein khoon toh hai hi nhi aaj,

tum jo chahat bankar nasoon mein chaai ho,

bata bhi do ajj, dil dene aayi ho ya dil churane aayi ho…

MY LOVE TODAY, TOMORROW AND FOREVER

16.5.11 2.30 pm

The girl to whom i had loved once is still alive in my heart,

no one can separate the memories of my first love apart,

dying, crying but still happy in her delicate memory,

cherishing, enumerating past days of our sweetest love story,

the childhood days that we spend beneath the orchard trees,

and then getting bitten by the lovely honey bees,

all the pain seemed so lovely,

and she as ever a child very bubbly,

the touching of hands beneath the bench during high school days,

bunking the classes and going together many ways,

graduating proudly while fighting on the felicitation stage,

got our freedom from our bachelors cage,

the day we decided to get married,

before our marriage, in the earth she got burried,

the news of her death took my blood from each and every vein,

no one could ever understand the suffering and the unbearable pain,

the girl to whom i still love is alive in my heart,

no one can ever separate the memories of my first love apart....

BEWAFFAAI...

15.5.11

aaj fir aansuoon ko niklne ka bahana mil gaya,

rote rote fir unhe bhulane ka bahana mil gaya,

humare haste hoothoon ne kya bigada tha unka,

jo jate jate unhe bewaffaai ka bahana mil gaya,

jo khila the phool pyar ke...murjha gaya aaj bina pani ke,

phoolon ko bhi aaj bina pani ke mar jane ka bahana mil gaya,

woh hume milane wala bhagwan kahan gaya aaj,

sayad ushe bhi dard dilane ka bahana mil gaya,

rukhe dil se poocho ki rote rote haal kya hua hai humara,

unhe toh ishq mein hume rulakar khud hasne ka bahana mil gaya...

men vs women (must read)

AWoman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.

She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.

The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."

The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes.

Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!"

The woman said, "That's okay."

For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.

The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to".

The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me."

So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful woman in the world!

For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.

The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world. And he will be ten times richer than you."

The woman said, "That's okay, because what's mine is his and what's his is mine."

So, KAZAM-she's the richest woman in the world!

The frog then inquired about her third wish, and she answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack."

Moral of the story: Women are clever. Don't mess with them.

Attention female readers: This is the end of the joke for you. Stop here and continue feeling good.

Male readers: Please scroll down.
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The man had a heart attack ten times milderthan his wife ..

Moral of the story: Women are really dumb but think they're really smart.

Let them continue to think that way and just enjoy the show
PS: If you are a woman and are still reading this; it only goes to show that women never listen!!!